life is way too complicated right now.. </3
How could you do this? Like seriously.. We would ALWAYS tell each other every dirty secret that we had without even us asking or forcing it out of each other.. But now, I guess you’re all grown up now. I just wanted you to know.. as your best friend.. you looked pathetic to me tonight.. You KNEW that earlier this day, he-who-must-not-be-named was just with another girl that he tried to hook up with. She neglected him and you looked like his rebound to me. How stupid could you get? You knew… I’m disappointed. I really love the fact that as soon as Giuseppe and I walked out of the room, you start to hook up with him and heaven knows what you guys were doing and when we came back in the room, BAM. It’s like nothing happened. I love how you guys do shit when we’re not around. Are you ashamed of what you think I would say about you?! You shouldn’t be.. I’m your best friend and I would not judge you but today, you just completely pushed all of my buttons and hurt my feelings. We’re supposed to be best friends.
Look at what you put me through, anything I would have done for you but it’s not how it used to be when you and I were hooked on each others dreams. Got stuck in reality and you couldn’t make everything feel alright when I gave you the best of me I never thought you’d give me a reason to tell you I’m leaving I ran out of patience when you started changing and there’s no tears left to cry. I kept on hoping we could find a way to make it real and tell myself that it’s getting better when it never will and I would never want for you to be alone. It’s so hard to tell you so.. but I’m letting go.
